I don't like to cry without tears, I don't like to eat my courage.
My stomach always have to suffer when I fight.
I know what will be the solution, but in this moment I can't take the way, I need to wait a couple of months, just a couple of months, or change my three wishes.
And I don't want to do this, because I left for a long time my professional life and in this moment it's more important than other things, even my personal problems.
But, it's right if I don't do it I won't be able to live with peace...
I'm feel sad I don't want to stay at home today neither tomorrow and so on.
If my english sucks in this paragraph, also, it doesn't matter me.